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The bloood of his son we al are covered bu it.Pray that the Lord completes in me the work he started.
And that I have the guts to do his will.
(I keep wondering what he sees in me )
Hello everyone sorry I been absent dealing with stress of the study chemotherapy n deep bad depression. I probably shouldn't be asking but I'm in such a dark place I truly am questioning why God doesn't just take me so my family is better off. As if things weren't challenging already we found out a week or so ago our landlord is selling the house and we're looking at homelessness. I've got proof we've always paid in advance of due date yet this is the 3rd time for us to face this issue. Yet because of huge medical bills from fighting cancer for years n Mary's heart attack issues we have bad credit so it's extremely hard to find someone to rent from. This house is our home we love it and it's perfect for our family. I feel my family is better off without me so my life insurance would keep this home for them. He's willing to sell to us land contract but don't have the 15% down which is 12 grand. I ask for prayers for us to not be homeless and in a pop-up camper during winter. Thank you all and I've sent prayers for things I've missed.
If you don't mind me saying something i think it may be beneficial to the both of us. You know human natural tendencies are to either run away from our fears instead of to stand in them and embrace them for what they are, and to not do the wrong. Sin in like gravity, and when you chose to not do the sin you gravitate further away, and they further you go away the less of a grip it has ahold of you. Learn to love your fears so that you may grow along side of them. Life springs from Love because it is true. Running away from your problems can only cause doubtPray for me as well as anyone else in this world that I can become closer to God. I am trying but I find it difficult everyday to ignore sinful things which include sinful thoughts. There are many things I have removed/blocked in my life to avoid having sinful thoughts as well as sinful situations brought on me but its still hard.
Thanks brotherStay positive and God will work in mysterious ways, never loose faith. Prayers coming your way and hope things will turn around for you
No problem and I thought I put she lol guess I should proof read.Sending lots of positive thoughts and prayers your way!!! Thank you for including me in your request, that was so kind. Btw I'm a she
We definitely will keep you in prayer for this. Sorry it wasn't more positive of a outcome for you. Hopefully your recovery is better than expected and you get relief.Thank you everyone., surgery went well and doc found a decent bone spur near a bulging disk near where he was cutting the bone out so he ground it out. He told my wife he's not very optimistic that this will help but it's a start of treatment and fighting the insurance and or va since I'm service connected for it. Thank you all for the prayers and good thoughts. Continued prayers would be great full. Also don't forget those in previous threads and new ones. From my short 43 years on this earth I've found those asking for others are usually the one whom need them most.
Happy safe and fun reefing.